i'm not happy and i'm not sad





nobodys gonna hear a thing you say
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19 October 2004 - 1:41 pm

i never have anything to say here. i'm sick and getting sicker. i'm in so much financial trouble that i can barely stand myself. instead of worrying about it today, though, i think i'll eat instead. i spend my time these things with a boy who has a beard and a mustache and is hardly a boy at all. he lets me poke my fingers in his dimples and he acts like a puppy when i scratch his head. he wears armani glasses because "they were the cheapest pair!", if $800 is cheap, then show me the money.
matt and i are no longer speaking. i am saddened by this, but i agree that it's for the best. who will i have sex with now? i'm no longer accepted partners.