i'm really, really, really pissed off right now. i hate this one particular person so much... last night i said i didn't wish them death but now i think i wouldn't mind it very much.

i just want them to leave my life the fuck alone.

i guess if that means ending things with matt it will have to be... i don't want to but i think they have issues that need dealing with and i shouldn't and don't have to be a part of that.